November 15, 2021 • 44min
Pattern Breakers
Ben Horowitz, co-founder of Andreessen Horowitz and former CEO of Opsware/Loudcloud, shares his experiences navigating extreme startup challenges and near-death experiences. He provides an unvarnished look at the realities of building a company, with insights on persevering through crises, making difficult decisions as CEO, and why startups are so challenging yet rewarding.
Ben joined Netscape as a product manager about 6 months before their IPO. The company was experiencing explosive growth but faced an existential threat from Microsoft bundling Internet Explorer with Windows 95.
"Microsoft has told us if we don't break this deal, we don't get Windows 95...we're going to go bankrupt in like three weeks." - Ben recounting a partner being forced by Microsoft to break a deal with Netscape
After AOL acquired Netscape, Ben teamed up with Marc Andreessen to start Loudcloud in 1999, aiming to provide cloud computing infrastructure for the booming dot-com companies.
"We couldn't sell our way out of it. We couldn't cut our way out of it. There was no way out, but kind of up and out." - Ben on the challenges after the dot-com crash
With private markets closed, Loudcloud was forced to go public in March 2001 despite being only 18 months old and burning massive amounts of cash.
"Going public was that, like, we went public just in the nick of time and, like, going public, we got so destroyed in the press for it...But the alternative was bankruptcy."
After going public, Loudcloud continued to face major challenges including:
Facing imminent bankruptcy, Ben came up with the idea to:
"We sold Loudcloud, the services company, and keep the software that ran it. And I still don't know how we pulled that deal off. That was another kind of, like, miracle thing."
As a small public company, Opsware faced constant pressure from short sellers trying to drive them into bankruptcy:
"There was, like, huge short pressure...And they had to press the stock. We had gone up to, like, $3, and they had pushed it down to $1.90 cent."
Opsware ultimately sold to HP for $1.6 billion in 2007, a huge turnaround from their low point of $0.35/share. The negotiation process was extremely challenging:
"I actually got f**king all three companies to amend their contracts in 24 hours. But by that time, like, the whole negotiating dynamic had gotten screwed up."
Ben shares his perspective on navigating extreme startup challenges:
"I don't think you should start a company if you're not committed to living through that kind of h**l and you don't know if you're gonna make it or not."
Despite the immense challenges, Ben views building a company as one of the most impactful things you can do:
"Building a company is not glamorous and you're not. It's one of the hardest things, but it's one of the most noble things. You know, you're doing something larger than yourself."
Ben Horowitz provides a sobering yet inspiring look at the realities of building a startup. His experiences navigating multiple near-death experiences at Loudcloud/Opsware highlight the extreme challenges founders face and the extraordinary grit required to overcome them. While not sugar-coating how difficult it is, Ben ultimately views building a company as one of the most noble and impactful pursuits. His advice to focus on what you can control and persevere through crises offers valuable wisdom for founders embarking on the startup journey.